sry this is gonna b an emo post.
so dun read it if u dun wanna.
its nice to c ppl starting 2008 happy and hopeful.
sigh. but mine started not so well.
im stressed enuf myself to noe that im gonna b sec 3 nxt yr.
and that its gonna b much more tough.
yet it was being rubbed in.
"UR SEC 3 NXT YR U NOE.
DUN TINK ABT USING THE COM SO MUCH.
DUN TINK ABT GOING OUT AFTR SKUL SO MUCH.
UR GONNA B STAYING AT HOME DOING PILES OF HW.
yada yada yada yada."
and i just realised that my ss hw is pass up on the 2nd wk of school.
so i decided to take a break.
and i had more of the "U BETTER DO NOW.
U TINK U GOT TIME TO DO UR HOL HW DURING SCHOOL DAYS.
DEY R GONNA PILE MUCH MORE HW ON U AND UR GONNA SUFFER.
U TINK SEC 3 LIFE SO EASY HAR.
and as usual yada yada yada yada."
wuts wrong wif taking a break?
anw i bet first few days cher not so bad to gif hw right.
i bet its like a bit of intro and stuff.
but like thanks a bunch for the intimidation and tears.
it din hafta happen, but u just had to.
at least u cld haf said it in a nicer way.
ur like telling me "WELCOME TO 2008, THE YR OF UR DOOM."
now im totally not looking forward to 2008.
i haf no resolutions.
i dun wanna make any.
i hate hoping for sth which always doesnt come.
ill just hope that i can scrape thru 2008.
and make it to 2009 so i can make a fresh start.
bcos the way my yr started today; it sucks.
i just set a new record this yr so fast.
crying 4 times for 4 diff reasons at 4 diff times.
u can imagine.
its as gud as crying for the whole day.



its just the beginning; yet my hopes are already low