i SCREWED UP.

suffering from post-audi trauma.
and pre-audi trauma.
dammit. before the audi i cld sing.
i cld get the notes right.
but when it was time for audi.
i cldnt sing how i used to.
everything came out wrong.
i thot of the notes.
but jus couldnt sing it.
in my head the notes were right.
but in my mouth it was all wrong.
"relax. relax."
how am i supposed to?
the whole atmosphere in tt music room.
it makes me so tensed up.
i wish it was all over.
but it wasnt.
1 more week to go.
a second chance at the audi.
by an audi-phobia'd girl.